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Chapter 2 TOAD HALL
In keeping with Internet nomenclature, Toad Hall acquired
the Internet domain name toad.com, whose gateway to the
rest of the world was a Sun SPARCstation computer in the
building's basement. This digital domain was run by John
and an eclectic band of programmers and hardware gurus, who
together had a diverse political outlook, and while privacy
was a priority, computer security at Toad was often pretty
loose. ...
For the past five years, Toad Hall had been Julia
[Menapace]'s home -- for John Gilmore was the "other man,"
with whom her relationship had been souring even before she
and I had met. During the Christmas holidays John was away
visiting his relatives in Florida, and so Julia and I had
Toad Hall to ourselves when we arrived around 4 P.M. on the
afternoon of her flight from Nepal.
John, now forty, was someone I'd known from hacker circles,
and even as a friend, for a number of years. ... Initially
he hadn't minded that Julia and I spent time backpacking
together while he worked long hours on his new start-up,
because hiking didn't interest him. But once Julia and I
had become more intimately involved, things grew chilly
between him and me.
Julia and I sent out for dinner from an Italian place
called Bambino's. When it came, we undressed and sank into
the indoor hot tub, eating while we soaked.
The upstairs bathroom in Toad Hall is an unusual room. It
is faced with a white and pink marble floor and wainscoting
surrounding a dark green jacuzzi tub and other fixtures. A
large asparagus fern sits on the window ledge, centered
above the cascading waterfall of the tub's larger faucet.
The fronds of the fern tumble down toward the water. Julia
had, put on a cassette tape of Karma Moffet playing
Himalayan intruments, and then lit candles; the only other
light came from four overhead spotlights that dimly
illuminated each corner of the tub.
"This is just amazing," Julia murmured through the steamy
air. She said she had fantasized continually about a long
soak in hot water while trekking in the frigid Himalayas,
where water is carried by hand from its source and becomes
hot only when heated over flames, and where there is never
enough to sit in. And at high altitude in the Solu Khumbu
region of Nepal, the only heat had come from the sun, the
small cooking fire, and the occasional woodstove fueled by
wood scraps or dung.
While we ate Julia told me stories of her adventures. In
the kitchen of a lodge where she stayed she met and
befriended a Sherpa guide named Tshering and a mountain
guide from Seattle named Rachel DeSilva, who had led a
group of 12 women to climb a 6,000-meter trekking peak in
the region named Mara. Afterward they had invited her to
climb another mountain named Lobuche, which lay to the
north toward Everest. She had made it to just below the
summit.
I sat entranced. "I wish I had been there too," was all I
could find to say.
Julia had spent her birthday at the Tengboche monastery to
celebrate the Mani Rimdu festival. She showed me a red
string necklace that she had received when a Tibetan Lama
had blessed her on her thirty-fifth birthday.
"Near noon that same day, I heard the sound of long horns,
cymbals, and drums," she recalled. "Then an avalanche
poured in slow motion down the south face of Ama Dablam."
Later in the trip she had stopped at one point to watch a
sunset over Everest through the gathering mist, and she
said it was so stark and beautiful that she cried. "I
thought of you," she told me, "and wished you were there to
share it with me."
As we soaked, I told her about what had happened to me
while she was gone. When Julia left I had been waiting for
a $500,000 per year research grant from the National
Security Agency, the nation's electronic intelligence-
gathering organization. The NSA has two missions: one, its
foreign spying mission and the other its responsibility for
the security of all the governments computers and
communications. In the fall an information security
division in the agency had told me they would fund a
project permitting me to assemble a team of experts to do
research in new areas of computer security. I was ready to
go and I had commitments from people to start work, but the
agency had dragged its feet for months. Finally I had
gotten tired of being jerked around, and two of my
researchers had been forced to take other jobs.
"I thought everything would be ironed out and I'd come back
to find you happily at work with your team," she said.
"No it wasn't," I answered. "They're amazingly inept, just
like any government bureaucracy."
We talked for a while about the NSA and how so many people
in the civil liberties community fear them as Big Brother
as well as anyone associated with them, arguing that they
become corrupted by association. But that had never seemed
accurate to me. Everything I'd seen indicated they were a
largely incompetent organization tied up in endless
regulations that could do little good or evil. And people
are quite capable of making up their own minds.
"I don't want to deal with them," I said.
"I'm sorry it didn't work out, Tsutomu," she said quietly.
We soaked for a while, both of us lost in thought. Finally
I changed the subject.
"I want to tell you something I've been thinking about," I
said. "I've thought about a lot of things while you were
away. I'd really like to try having a committed
relationship with you, if you're willing to."
Julia smiled. She didn't say anything, but she reached over
and held me closely.
It seemed like we would now be able to share a lot of time
together. I told her I'd taken a leave of absence from the
universlty and now I was looking forward to skiing and
getting away. I was finally pursuing my long-held plan to
spend a winter in the mountains, spending the mornings and
late afternoons skiing and the mid-days and evenings
thinking and working on my research projects.
"Why don't you come with me and live in the mountains?" I
suggested. "You can come ski and it will be good to be
outside."
We woke at about 1 P.M. the next day and Julia -- who grew
up on the East Coast and is still learning to deal with
mild California winters -- told me that she had seen the
first morning light before she fell asleep and thought to
herself, *It's Christmas and there is no sign of it here.*
She was still jet-lagged and also feeling what she feared
was flu coming on. We decided to spend the day inside,
catching up on talk and sleep. It was chilly out, so Julia
turned up Toad Hall's central heat, still eager to soak up
the warmth of civilization after two months in the
Himalaya.
A bit later, while she rested, I was walking around the
house, and several times went past the Sun SPARCstation in
the hallway. It was a reminder that I probably had new
electronic mail, but I didn't feel like checking it.
At just about that moment, however, ominous bits of data
were flowing through the Ethernet cable that wound through
Toad's rooms and hallways. From somewhere, perhaps
thousands of kilometers away, an electronic intruder had
taken control of toad.com by remotely commandeering the
SPARCstation in the basement. And while the two of us spent
the day together two floors above, the electronic hijacker
was using toad.com as a staging base to launch an attack on
the computers in my own beach house some 800 kilometers
south.
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From: "Takedown: The pursuit and Capture of Kevin Mitnick,
America's Most Wanted Outlaw -- By the Man Who Did It," by
Tsutomu Shimura, with John Markoff, Hyperion Press, a
subsidiary of The Disney Company, 1996, 326 pp. $24.95.
ISBN 0-7868-6210-6
[pp. 17-21]
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